thoughts

For the past couple of weeks I've learned so much

well for one, there's no need to find love of any kind at all

why should I search for love from my friends or family or other people

when the greatest love is from God.

I think the only reason why I caught myself with all the drama especially with guys is that

I wanted someone to care about me. Someone who can tell me I'm great and all that junk

Later on i thought to myself why?

was I just that bored of my life I had to find something to finish my day?

I always thought there was somthing missing in my life

wtf? not even that only thing i was missing in my life was me

i lost control of my mind and my heart i thought there was nothing i can pursue that was healthy

everything was there for a reason right?

well then that's exactly how it is

I learned how to love myself before others

I found who i am

i might not know what i want but it's a start to know that i don't always have to be ready

I don't always have to know the answers

in time i'll know what i'll do with my life

People are just people who come out so differently

but they come from the same thing

everyone wants something in life no matter what it is

Everyone thinks that there's an emptiness that there's something that has to fill that up

if that's not filled then people will be sad for the rest of their lives.

I don't need a man.

i've said that before but i thought i was just saying that out of anger

that's not even it.

I don't need anyone to make me happy to be who i wanna be

what i wanna do that's all up to me

I go my own way and never others

I have Jesus help me to know where i'll stand

There is no loneliness in the world

there's so many people that can relate

that can understand

take a min to think about what it is that makes you happy

what makes you sad

what makes you want to wake up everyday to love

what makes you whole

these are the random thoughts in my head

life, love, and what matters